Curtain Call

Her mask is fading .. The one she used to hide a broken heart, broken spirit, a broken life .. 

Her will is waning .. She feels she'd be better off if she just stopped being so strong ..

On her the little girl is depends .. But she feels is has to end .. So she can give her the type of life that she deserves .. 

Its not like she didn't try to live a normal life .. But it cut her like a knife .. When those she trusted enough to let in, just walked in and right back out ..

For years she tried to keep it together .. But she knew she couldn't go on forever .. So many broken pieces she no longer had the strength to mend ..

 Multiple painkillers to ease the hurt .. Alcohol to quell the pain .. Sleeping pill and muscle relaxers; she watched it all go down the drain .. And she couldn't care ..

The only thing that kept her going this long couldn't keep her anymore .. Tired of having to be so strong .. Soon she'll be gone .....